Height: 5'4 and my other stats are horrid.
Hw: I was 175 in Jan 2004.
I can't see what people see when they look at me. I don't think I ever could. I have always had problems with food it's like it's my life or something. When I was younger I was taught that when you are depressed you eat so I did. and Blew up. Sometimes I wouldn't eat anything sometimes too much. It's an endless cycle but not anymore. My home is a broken one my parents fight all the time my siblings fight all the time. I'm the loner it's hard for me to make friends. I do cut and have eating problems. I had a therapist when I was in School she made me do these body tests to see what I thought I looked like. It didn't help especially since she is really small.
Oh yeah I am 16 years old and I live in this small town called hiliard in ohio. Ohio is boring epecially when you have lived in so many other places. My father is in the navy so I have been to 14 different schools and barley had time to meet anyone. I think that's why I am depressed. People always talk about oh yeah I've know her since I was 2. I want a friend that long. Anyway I'm just rambling one about nothing.
My Favorite thinspirations are Mary kate (not for her ed she was my fave since I was born)
and some others I can't fnd my top ten.
Amy lee form evanescese is my idol even though she isn't thin. I just wish I could be like her and have her ethics. She doesn't give in to the thin image in the media.